ALMOST LISA - Pt 1, "The Introduction"

  Almost Lisa: Pt 19, “A lmost Transcendent” . Spiritual books, classes & seminars are great ways of "downloading software". To truly Master yourself, you have to run the "Programs".  . In 2006 /2007, after my last ex cheated on me and stole thousands of dollars from me (yep, that happened), I was in a rough space. I'd dropped down to 105 pounds and for months all I could do was pace my apartment in a panic. I couldn't shut off this one channel in my brain which kept asking HOW did I let that happen ? I'd never been so deeply energetically affected by someone before. He was hurting and suffered from his own demons, but – of course- I thought my strength and support would be enough for both of us. The more he showed his insecurities, the more acceptance I tried to give him. But the more comfortable he got with and relied on me, the more often his episodes of anger, paranoia, and psychosis. And man, if projecting were an Olympic sport...  Since...

 "More Than A Sign"  (a Love Letter to Hollywood)   . HOME is vintage clothing shops And complicated parking signs Home is cold brew coffee spots Deadline, Variety, The LA Times   HOME 's red carpets and premiers Screenings, scripts, the Strip, the Pier Big sunglasses, Rodeo Drive Traffic on the 405   Photo shoots on every corner Gluten-free pizza, made to order Disney, MOCA, Petersen The Hollywood Hills, the stage of Friends   Buskers on the Promenade The Marathon, The Pride Parade Second City, Groundlings, UCB Four hours at the DMV   HOME is dreams just out of reach Tacos, Smog, and Muscle Beach Wardrobe changes in the car West side? H'll no. That's too far.   Big Boy on a Friday night A new premier goes up in lights Take the Canyon to the Valley Locals never call it "Cali".   Aroma, Hugo's, Erewhon What time are the Emmy's on? Sleep all day and dance all night (Yoga really saved my life!)   HOME. Where Fire is a season Not wear...